Having a shocker!
Today I am having a shocker....really angry and hurt. Cried last night whilst you just hugged me. Can't really write .....just need to vent.
I think this says it all! Alot of it is appropriate to our situation, but some of it isn't. I guess the overall sentiment is reflective of my current state of mind.
"You Oughta Know" by Alanis Morissette
Track 2 from Jagged Little Pill
I want you to know, that I'm happy for you
I wish nothing but the best for you both
An older version of me
Is she perverted like me
Would she go down on you in a theatre
Does she speak eloquently
And would she have your baby
I'm sure she'd make a really excellent mother
Cause the love that you gave that we made wasn't able
To make it enough for you to be open wide, no
And every time you speak her name
Does she know how you told me you'd hold me
Until you died, till you died
But you're still alive
And I'm here to remind you
Of the mess you left when you went away
It's not fair to deny me
Of the cross I bear that you gave to me
You, you, you oughta know
You seem very well, things look peaceful
I'm not quite as well, I thought you should know
Did you forget about me Mr. Duplicity
I hate to bug you in the middle of dinner
It was a slap in the face how quickly I was replaced
Are you thinking of me when you fuck her
Cause the love that you gave that we made wasn't able
To make it enough for you to be open wide, no
And every time you speak her name
Does she know how you told me you'd hold me
Until you died, til you died
But you're still alive
And I'm here to remind you
Of the mess you left when you went away
It's not fair to deny me
Of the cross I bear that you gave to me
You, you, you oughta know
Cause the joke that you laid on the bed that was me
And I'm not gonna fade
As soon as you close your eyes and you know it
And every time I scratch my nails down someone else's back
I hope you feel it...well can you feel it
And I'm here to remind you
Of the mess you left when you went away
It's not fair to deny me
Of the cross I bear that you gave to me
You, you, you oughta know
The small reassurances that you give me are of little comfort.
"She is nothing to look at" does not make it any easier.
Now that you have tasted sex elsewhere comments such as "It could never be this good with anyone else" just don't cut it either.
You say she is like me....well I beg to differ because I have MORALS and I don't frequently drink myself into a stupor! Nor do I send fake positive pregnancy tests. Nor do I tell my impressionable children lies that could emotionally scar them for life.
But I am going to stop there because I am better than her and don't wish to publicly humiliate an already low self esteemed being.
Now I have vented hopefully tomorrow I will be feeling better.
I think this says it all! Alot of it is appropriate to our situation, but some of it isn't. I guess the overall sentiment is reflective of my current state of mind.
Track 2 from Jagged Little Pill
I want you to know, that I'm happy for you
I wish nothing but the best for you both
An older version of me
Is she perverted like me
Would she go down on you in a theatre
Does she speak eloquently
And would she have your baby
I'm sure she'd make a really excellent mother
Cause the love that you gave that we made wasn't able
To make it enough for you to be open wide, no
And every time you speak her name
Does she know how you told me you'd hold me
Until you died, till you died
But you're still alive
And I'm here to remind you
Of the mess you left when you went away
It's not fair to deny me
Of the cross I bear that you gave to me
You, you, you oughta know
You seem very well, things look peaceful
I'm not quite as well, I thought you should know
Did you forget about me Mr. Duplicity
I hate to bug you in the middle of dinner
It was a slap in the face how quickly I was replaced
Are you thinking of me when you fuck her
Cause the love that you gave that we made wasn't able
To make it enough for you to be open wide, no
And every time you speak her name
Does she know how you told me you'd hold me
Until you died, til you died
But you're still alive
And I'm here to remind you
Of the mess you left when you went away
It's not fair to deny me
Of the cross I bear that you gave to me
You, you, you oughta know
Cause the joke that you laid on the bed that was me
And I'm not gonna fade
As soon as you close your eyes and you know it
And every time I scratch my nails down someone else's back
I hope you feel it...well can you feel it
And I'm here to remind you
Of the mess you left when you went away
It's not fair to deny me
Of the cross I bear that you gave to me
You, you, you oughta know
The small reassurances that you give me are of little comfort.
"She is nothing to look at" does not make it any easier.
Now that you have tasted sex elsewhere comments such as "It could never be this good with anyone else" just don't cut it either.
You say she is like me....well I beg to differ because I have MORALS and I don't frequently drink myself into a stupor! Nor do I send fake positive pregnancy tests. Nor do I tell my impressionable children lies that could emotionally scar them for life.
But I am going to stop there because I am better than her and don't wish to publicly humiliate an already low self esteemed being.
Now I have vented hopefully tomorrow I will be feeling better.
posted by kissmekate at 1:15 pm
2 Comments:
gosh she sounds like she has problems
how do you fake a positive pregnancy test
get someone else to pee on the stick maybe
is she a blogger to
I think you are in the best position of all to answer this!
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